hey people! about the previous post, i'm sorry if i went a little too harsh on the Christian message. i was upset for reading that people actually tell Christians not to believe in Christ. sorry again.

well, these 3 days are not great at all. seriously, there are a lot of HORRIBLE things over here:
1) my MSN has a virus. so, i cannot use my MSN now, until i don't know when.
2) i am alone now in melbourne. my brother went back. and it's kind of boring. very boring.
3) my dreams of going into medicine crashed. the final score will be over 400. until now, we have gone through 200 marks. and i have lost 14.955 marks so far. so, i can only lost 5.045 marks out of the remaining 200 marks. that means, i must score over 98% for maths 1, maths 2 and chemistry. i also must score over 95% for drama and literature. that means "dead".

i am re-considering my course now. truthfully, i don't know what i'm going to do. last night, i was just thinking about myself being a doctor. and, really, i don't see myself being one. i cannot even think of "dr. andrew soetiono". or myself injecting another person. i'm even scared of needles! haiz. but, i think i want to do interior designs or architect. i don't know whether this is what i want, or what God wants. well, i like it very much. or book designer. i know it doesn't earn much. but i love that job a lot.

haiz...

druu

God bless you!